Ugliness & Beauty

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22 September 2017 Friday

9:56am

Ugliness is the only guardian angel a woman has.
~ Yiddish Proverb

How can ugliness be guarding a woman? That is so weird.

What is ugliness to you?

My feet. Nowadays, I find my feet really ugly. They’re looking really old. They’re wrinkled, full of veins and discoloured. And sometimes even painful.

Alright. Even though you think your feet are ugly, do they still serve their purpose?

Yes, of course.

Do they guard you against being a handicap and not able to walk?

Like I said, yes.

Then that is exactly what that proverb means. Your feet, which you find ugly, are your guardian angels, which are guarding you from not being able to walk.

I guess so. But men have feet too, you know.

Yes, they do. But do they find their feet ugly as much as women do?

No, I don’t think so. Most beauty products are targeted at women. There’s one product that you apply and keep on for a few hours, and then wait for a couple of days—the skin will start drying up and you can peel off the outer layer, revealing the layer below which looks as soft as baby’s skin. I’m thinking of ordering.

What’s stopping you?

Fear. Fear that it’s all just hype. I’m thinking, killing off the upper layer of your skin is really drastic. My feet may even have a bad reaction to it. You know, like an allergic reaction.

But you won’t know that until you try.

True. There are a lot of things I want to change in the way I look. Not just my feet. But they aren’t my priorities right now.

What are your priorities, dear one?

This. This is my priority. These words. This conversation with you and what I’m putting out there into the world.

Why is that your priority? Why is putting out these words into the world your priority?

It’s my purpose. I’m a messenger for The New World. It’s my job.

A non-paying job.

I get paid plenty! I have peace in my soul. That’s more than I can ask for.

Glad to hear it.

Anyway. So why is ugliness the only guardian angel a woman has?…Wait…I think I got it.

What have you got?

The explanation—Women’s beauty, including inner beauty which is love, can only exist when ugliness exists. Without ugliness, also known as fear, how will we see the beauty of women in this world? What I can’t explain is, why only women? Don’t men have beauty too? Don’t men have love too that must be guarded?

Of course, my dear. But with the state of the world right now, is men’s beauty showing up?

Most of the time, no. That’s why we still have wars.

 

I Dream Of A World Where We Are All Naked

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(An excerpt from my journal)

16 January 2014 Thursday 2:18 pm

…So is that an example of “Life begins at the end of your comfort zone”?

Yes. Because it takes guts to create your reality. Meaning, living your life as who you really are. (You are not lesser than any man). And that will certainly make you uncomfortable. Facing your greatest fear is the most uncomfortable thing to do in this realm. Your world has come up with so many rules and regulations, should or should not’s that when someone comes along and breaks them they are considered anarchists, blasphemers or sinners. Life is not all about rules and regulations or moral conducts. Life is about being who you really are. And who are you really?

God.

Does God obey any rules or regulations?

Not that I know of.

You don’t know because there aren’t any. God is free. So are you. You are free to do anything you want in this realm.

Anything?

Anything.

Even killing another?

If that is the agenda of your soul, then yes.

No!! There is nothing godly in killing someone!

I Am everything, remember?

What?! God kills?

Are you God?

Yes.

Do you kill?

No.

There’s your answer.

But You just said You are everything. And since there are others who kill and that we are God then that would mean God kills!

Tell Me—why does one kill?

Out of fear.

Is God fear?

No. God is love. God is joy.

How do you know what is joy if there is no fear? These two must exist in order to exist. And since I Am everything then everything that exists in your realm is God.

I’m getting a headache. Can we get back on track, please? We were talking about life and comfort zones.

Don’t change the subject. We were talking about killing.

But it has nothing to do with life and comfort zones.

Yes, it does. Your realm has so much killing going on because of rules and regulations.

Huh?

Thou shalt not kill is considered the most serious offense in your world and yet it is happening left and right. Every single day there are many who are getting killed by another because of disagreements, greed, envy or just for kicks, as you call it. Now why do you have this rule? Because this world believes in a god that punishes. Because your souls know that it is just an individuation of Me that it only seeks to do as what God would do. And since your world believes in a punishing god then the body, mind and soul comply to do just that. To punish those who have broken these same rules and regulations that you are trying to prevent. An eye for an eye, so to speak. That is not God. God can never be hurt or damaged in any way. No matter how much you curse and swear or say obscenities to God, God will never be hurt in any way. Your realm believes in a different god. A god who gets hurt, gets damaged and who punishes every hurt or damage that is done to it. Therefore, this world emulates this kind of god and if nothing is done to change this mindset then this world will end up destroying itself.

So what has that got to do with beginning life at the end of your comfort zone?

Give me an example of being in one’s comfort zone.

Well, when I’m at home, I guess.

What are you doing when you are at home?

Being with the family. Doing everyday stuff like watching TV, surfing the Internet, cooking, cleaning, etc., etc.

So when you step out of your home, how do you feel? Do you feel  comfortable?

Um…I cannot really say yes totally because when I’m outside with others I have to sort of be conscious of myself. As in, I have to be polite to others when I speak to them. Or I have to behave correctly according to what society perceives as proper conduct.

Exactly. Acting within the confines of this world’s rules and regulations is not who you really are.

You mean—I can be rude to anyone? Or walk around naked?

Why not?

What?! That’s crazy!

No, my dear one. That is who you really are.

I am not rude to anyone! Well, I try not to be anyway. And never would I walk around naked.

Have you heard of streakers?

Yeah…

A very good example of life at the end of one’s comfort zone. Ask any streaker how they feel after running around naked and they will tell you it was exhilarating, exciting, daring! In a word—joy.

And God is joy. And if we were really and truly going to act and behave like God we would walk around naked. And because of rules and regulations and proper conduct, we don’t.

Very well put. So now do you know exactly what “life at the end of your comfort zone” means?

Yes. Life is not all about rules and regulations and proper conduct. It is about living life according to the desires of your Soul. And my Soul is God. Live as God would live. God does not get hurt or damaged, thus why would God punish or kill? I am God, so I can choose to not get hurt or damaged (trying anyway). God is free. I am free. Comfort zones are within the confines of rules and regulations. It will be uncomfortable to step out of this comfort zone but in the end the result will be joy.

Exactly.

Thank you.

You’re welcome.

 

5:02pm

The guy who stared at me at the bus stop. Didn’t I just contradict myself about that? As in, I did not look for the good in him. I didn’t look at him through the eyes of my Soul. I sort of judged him right away. That his intent was to intimidate.

You did.

I did what?

You looked at him through the eyes of your Soul.

I don’t think so. If I saw him through the eyes of my soul I would have just ignored him.

What is the opposite of love?

The opposite of love is indifference.

Enough said.

No! I don’t think anyone will be convinced of that. It’s like a cop-out. For me, I mean. I’m the one writing down this conversation after all. Others will think I am just making excuses for my actions.

Yes, you are.

I’m what?

Making excuses.

What? I am not making excuses.

What is the meaning of excuse?

Excuse means “a plea offered in extenuation of a fault or for release from an obligation, promise, etc.” An example is: His excuse for being late was unacceptable.

You are pleading to be released from a fault or from an obligation.

Am I?

Yes. Why do you doubt your reaction to a situation when you know full well it came from your soul? Your soul knows exactly what to do when your divinity is being violated. Every time you heed your soul’s desire is every time you create your reality.  And upon creating your reality what do you expect?

Nothing. I expect nothing. No expectations  whatsoever.

So stop questioning the consequences of your creations of your reality. No expectations means not thinking at all of the possible consequences of your creations. DO NOT EXPECT ANYTHING. Simply create, create, create. Every moment, every second, you are creating. You will drive yourself to madness every time you question each and every reality that you create. EVERYTHING HAS PURPOSE. Each creation you create has purpose. All masters do nothing but create and leave it at that. They do not do a postmortem every time they are faced with the consequences of their creations. Whether it was the right thing to do. Or it was the wrong thing to do. There is no right or wrong. Right and wrong are your judgments of a situation within the context of what is acceptable or unacceptable according to the norm of your society. As I said before, creating your reality is sometimes the most difficult thing to do because it does not conform to your rules and regulations.

Creation & Destruction

 6 May 2017 Saturday 3:22pm

Every act of creation is first of all an act of destruction.

No way.

What no way?

No way is an act of creation is first of all an act of destruction.

Okay, then. Prove it.

Fine.

Go ahead.

Fine. Here goes. A potter! A potter creates pots. That’s creation, creating. Let’s say he prefers to use clay. So he is sitting in his studio, grabs a clump of clay and slaps it on his spinning wheel, or whatever you call his plate that spins around. And starts shaping his clay into a pot. And in a few minutes, voila! A beautiful pot is created. Now You tell me where’s the destruction in that.

Where did he get his clay?

Argh! I knew it! I knew it! Even before I typed out the words, Your contra already popped in my head! I knew you were gonna spring on me Your proverbial let’s-go-all-the-way-back-to-the-invention-of-the-wheel trick!

It’s not a trick, my dear. It’s the facts of life. Everything you do, everything you create has its beginnings all the way to the beginning of time.

So what You’re saying is we’ve been destroying everything since the beginning of time to get where we are now?

Yes.

Then prove it.

Fine. I will.

Fine. Go!

The telephone–

Oh man. I don’t even know why we’re discussing this when everybody already knows what’s gonna come next.

That is exactly what I mean by your soul knowing everything. It only needs someone to bring awareness to the fact that your soul does know everything. It is called an awakening. Most of you have been in deep sleep for the longest time. Maybe even since the beginning of time. No matter, now the awakening has begun. But there are those who prefer to go back to sleep because they do not want to destroy what they have created in order to create something else. Some may believe that they have vested their whole life into what they consider as their way of life. Too much is at stake to simply throw everything away, they say.

But God, this is a gentle revolution. Gentle ripples. We are blending in The New World with the old world. Actually, The New World is not even new. It’s simply been hidden away. Messengers are bringing The Truth into the open as gently and as carefully as possible. Otherwise, I don’t think I’ll even be typing this at all.

What do you mean?

Well, there have been…I’ll call them crusaders…there have been crusaders who have gone through hell and high water to get their message and what they believe in out there in the world. Some have even been shot in the head. That’s really scary! And life-threatening, of course.

Everyone has an agenda, my dear. There’s a purpose for everything. Even getting shot in the head.

Well, I’m just glad that isn’t in my agenda. I salute Malala. She’s a stronger and a more determined crusader more than ever. And the whole world is with her. 

What’s her crusade all about?

Well, in general, to free her countrywomen from emancipation. Oh man.

What?

I just realised. She’s a perfect example of exactly what we’re talking about. Every act of creation is first of all an act of destruction. She’s creating her reality with her cause. At the same time her cause is destroying the belief that woman is the lesser gender.

So I win?

Yeah, I guess.

No, child. When you create your reality everybody wins. Creating your reality is from your soul. The soul is One. One with the world. You may think you’re only creating for yourself which you may perceive as selfish. Everything you do, you do for yourself. Your Self. Your Soul. Your Soul is One with the world because your life is not about you alone. What you do with your life will affect the world.

Over and over again we talk about this, God. Over and over and over. When will we stop?

I love you over and over and over and over again. No matter what shape or form you choose in each and every lifetime. And your lifetimes are forever. So when will we stop talking about love over and over? Never, my child. Never.

Yay.