(An excerpt from my journal)
16 January 2014 Thursday 2:18 pm
…So is that an example of “Life begins at the end of your comfort zone”?
Yes. Because it takes guts to create your reality. Meaning, living your life as who you really are. (You are not lesser than any man). And that will certainly make you uncomfortable. Facing your greatest fear is the most uncomfortable thing to do in this realm. Your world has come up with so many rules and regulations, should or should not’s that when someone comes along and breaks them they are considered anarchists, blasphemers or sinners. Life is not all about rules and regulations or moral conducts. Life is about being who you really are. And who are you really?
Does God obey any rules or regulations?
Not that I know of.
You don’t know because there aren’t any. God is free. So are you. You are free to do anything you want in this realm.
Even killing another?
If that is the agenda of your soul, then yes.
No!! There is nothing godly in killing someone!
I Am everything, remember?
What?! God kills?
Are you God?
Do you kill?
There’s your answer.
But You just said You are everything. And since there are others who kill and that we are God then that would mean God kills!
Tell Me—why does one kill?
Out of fear.
Is God fear?
No. God is love. God is joy.
How do you know what is joy if there is no fear? These two must exist in order to exist. And since I Am everything then everything that exists in your realm is God.
I’m getting a headache. Can we get back on track, please? We were talking about life and comfort zones.
Don’t change the subject. We were talking about killing.
But it has nothing to do with life and comfort zones.
Yes, it does. Your realm has so much killing going on because of rules and regulations.
Thou shalt not kill is considered the most serious offense in your world and yet it is happening left and right. Every single day there are many who are getting killed by another because of disagreements, greed, envy or just for kicks, as you call it. Now why do you have this rule? Because this world believes in a god that punishes. Because your souls know that it is just an individuation of Me that it only seeks to do as what God would do. And since your world believes in a punishing god then the body, mind and soul comply to do just that. To punish those who have broken these same rules and regulations that you are trying to prevent. An eye for an eye, so to speak. That is not God. God can never be hurt or damaged in any way. No matter how much you curse and swear or say obscenities to God, God will never be hurt in any way. Your realm believes in a different god. A god who gets hurt, gets damaged and who punishes every hurt or damage that is done to it. Therefore, this world emulates this kind of god and if nothing is done to change this mindset then this world will end up destroying itself.
So what has that got to do with beginning life at the end of your comfort zone?
Give me an example of being in one’s comfort zone.
Well, when I’m at home, I guess.
What are you doing when you are at home?
Being with the family. Doing everyday stuff like watching TV, surfing the Internet, cooking, cleaning, etc., etc.
So when you step out of your home, how do you feel? Do you feel comfortable?
Um…I cannot really say yes totally because when I’m outside with others I have to sort of be conscious of myself. As in, I have to be polite to others when I speak to them. Or I have to behave correctly according to what society perceives as proper conduct.
Exactly. Acting within the confines of this world’s rules and regulations is not who you really are.
You mean—I can be rude to anyone? Or walk around naked?
What?! That’s crazy!
No, my dear one. That is who you really are.
I am not rude to anyone! Well, I try not to be anyway. And never would I walk around naked.
Have you heard of streakers?
A very good example of life at the end of one’s comfort zone. Ask any streaker how they feel after running around naked and they will tell you it was exhilarating, exciting, daring! In a word—joy.
And God is joy. And if we were really and truly going to act and behave like God we would walk around naked. And because of rules and regulations and proper conduct, we don’t.
Very well put. So now do you know exactly what “life at the end of your comfort zone” means?
Yes. Life is not all about rules and regulations and proper conduct. It is about living life according to the desires of your Soul. And my Soul is God. Live as God would live. God does not get hurt or damaged, thus why would God punish or kill? I am God, so I can choose to not get hurt or damaged (trying anyway). God is free. I am free. Comfort zones are within the confines of rules and regulations. It will be uncomfortable to step out of this comfort zone but in the end the result will be joy.
The guy who stared at me at the bus stop. Didn’t I just contradict myself about that? As in, I did not look for the good in him. I didn’t look at him through the eyes of my Soul. I sort of judged him right away. That his intent was to intimidate.
I did what?
You looked at him through the eyes of your Soul.
I don’t think so. If I saw him through the eyes of my soul I would have just ignored him.
What is the opposite of love?
The opposite of love is indifference.
No! I don’t think anyone will be convinced of that. It’s like a cop-out. For me, I mean. I’m the one writing down this conversation after all. Others will think I am just making excuses for my actions.
Yes, you are.
What? I am not making excuses.
What is the meaning of excuse?
Excuse means “a plea offered in extenuation of a fault or for release from an obligation, promise, etc.” An example is: His excuse for being late was unacceptable.
You are pleading to be released from a fault or from an obligation.
Yes. Why do you doubt your reaction to a situation when you know full well it came from your soul? Your soul knows exactly what to do when your divinity is being violated. Every time you heed your soul’s desire is every time you create your reality. And upon creating your reality what do you expect?
Nothing. I expect nothing. No expectations whatsoever.
So stop questioning the consequences of your creations of your reality. No expectations means not thinking at all of the possible consequences of your creations. DO NOT EXPECT ANYTHING. Simply create, create, create. Every moment, every second, you are creating. You will drive yourself to madness every time you question each and every reality that you create. EVERYTHING HAS PURPOSE. Each creation you create has purpose. All masters do nothing but create and leave it at that. They do not do a postmortem every time they are faced with the consequences of their creations. Whether it was the right thing to do. Or it was the wrong thing to do. There is no right or wrong. Right and wrong are your judgments of a situation within the context of what is acceptable or unacceptable according to the norm of your society. As I said before, creating your reality is sometimes the most difficult thing to do because it does not conform to your rules and regulations.