Ugliness & Beauty

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22 September 2017 Friday

9:56am

Ugliness is the only guardian angel a woman has.
~ Yiddish Proverb

How can ugliness be guarding a woman? That is so weird.

What is ugliness to you?

My feet. Nowadays, I find my feet really ugly. They’re looking really old. They’re wrinkled, full of veins and discoloured. And sometimes even painful.

Alright. Even though you think your feet are ugly, do they still serve their purpose?

Yes, of course.

Do they guard you against being a handicap and not able to walk?

Like I said, yes.

Then that is exactly what that proverb means. Your feet, which you find ugly, are your guardian angels, which are guarding you from not being able to walk.

I guess so. But men have feet too, you know.

Yes, they do. But do they find their feet ugly as much as women do?

No, I don’t think so. Most beauty products are targeted at women. There’s one product that you apply and keep on for a few hours, and then wait for a couple of days—the skin will start drying up and you can peel off the outer layer, revealing the layer below which looks as soft as baby’s skin. I’m thinking of ordering.

What’s stopping you?

Fear. Fear that it’s all just hype. I’m thinking, killing off the upper layer of your skin is really drastic. My feet may even have a bad reaction to it. You know, like an allergic reaction.

But you won’t know that until you try.

True. There are a lot of things I want to change in the way I look. Not just my feet. But they aren’t my priorities right now.

What are your priorities, dear one?

This. This is my priority. These words. This conversation with you and what I’m putting out there into the world.

Why is that your priority? Why is putting out these words into the world your priority?

It’s my purpose. I’m a messenger for The New World. It’s my job.

A non-paying job.

I get paid plenty! I have peace in my soul. That’s more than I can ask for.

Glad to hear it.

Anyway. So why is ugliness the only guardian angel a woman has?…Wait…I think I got it.

What have you got?

The explanation—Women’s beauty, including inner beauty which is love, can only exist when ugliness exists. Without ugliness, also known as fear, how will we see the beauty of women in this world? What I can’t explain is, why only women? Don’t men have beauty too? Don’t men have love too that must be guarded?

Of course, my dear. But with the state of the world right now, is men’s beauty showing up?

Most of the time, no. That’s why we still have wars.

 

What Is A Leader?

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(a re-post)

6 May 2014 Tuesday 12:36pm

God, I’ve been reading articles on theglobalconversation.com. I read that a country is now using religious laws as governing laws as well (that’s the best I can explain it. Clueless about politics). What I understand is that the whole country will be governed fully based on religious doctrines. And as You’ve explained, religion is based on rules and regulations that have been created by humans. And here’s the grey area–Humanity believes religious laws are based on holy messages that have been passed down to messengers by God. These laws are God’s laws. God’s rules and regulations. Now here is the scary part. Most of these laws discriminate women. So, I’m guessing it will be the women who will lose out in a country governed by religious laws. Here’s a word that keeps popping in my head as I’m typing all this: Regression.

Definition, child.

Regression is “the act of going back to a previous place or state; return or reversion.”

Why do you think your soul is shouting the word “regression” at you?

It’s protesting! I am a messenger for The New World. Wouldn’t You be protesting at this kind of regression to the old beliefs if You were a messenger working your butt off to bring everyone forward to The New World?

Yes, I would, child. But then here’s another side to the issue. Put yourself in the shoes of the leader of that country. You hear of a new movement that has caught on like wildfire somewhere else in the world. With the power of your technology such as the Internet, you know that pretty soon this new movement will also spread to the country you are ruling (if it hasn’t already). A new movement which promulgates freedom, free will and a no-rules-and-regulations way of life. As a leader, what do you think will go through your mind as you hear of what this new movement will be like?

I’m not sure. If You describe it only with those kind of words–

What kind of words?

Freedom, free will and no rules and regulations. Those are words that only scratch the surface of what The New Spirituality is all about. I mean, there is so, so much more to it than freedom, free will and no rules and regulations.

Alright. Let us say, as a leader those are the only information you have about The New Spirituality. That’s it. You do not even want to hear or read or research about it anymore. As in, you turn your back on this new movement without knowing exactly in depth what it entails, how it applies to the way of life now as you know it, how is it different from religion and other beliefs and so on and so forth. You do not even want a word about it mentioned in your presence. How would you feel about this new movement?

I guess, I’d be worried.

Why?

I would presume, assume that freedom, free will and no rules and regulations would wreak havoc, mayhem and chaos in my country.

Yes! Precisely! That is why you have regression. There are those who would turn to fear when they as much as hear or read the word “new” in any kind of label or name of a belief. The old is safe. While the new will always be received with fear or caution or not at all.

So what You’re saying is–the leaders of this country are now giving in to their fear. The fear of something new.

Not only new but something you have turned a blind eye to because you consider it a threat to your country. To your position as a leader.

Wouldn’t that be a drawback as well for the people of the country? Especially the women. Because these laws, from what I understand, are biased against our gender.

Of course. Not only for the people of that country but countries that may have dealings or relations with this country. While the rest of the countries in the world adapt (hopefully) to this new movement, this country who has closed itself by refusing to bend rules and regulations even a little, will have difficulty in their dealings. Not only on human relations, but economic relations as well. A country’s economy is run by humans, is it not?

Yes, of course. A country is its people.

And once a country is fully run based on a religion that has fear as its driving power, don’t you think its people and others who have dealings with it will also give in to their fears? Fear has many derivatives. Anger, greed, revenge, etc. These all come from fear. Do you think a country will prosper when they have fear in their laws?

Well, some laws are already based on fear. As in, if you kill someone with full intent you will be punished by incarceration or worse–death.

Are they working?

Um…

Have people stopped killing each other?

Um…

No, child. You are still killing each other.

I haven’t killed anyone!

I’m speaking in general.

I know. I’m just trying to lighten the mood. This subject is too heavy and too depressing to talk about. Can we–

Avoiding the problem or pretending the problem does not exist will not solve the problem. A leader is only as good as the people he or she is ruling. A leader is not a leader when only his opinion is obeyed. He is a tyrant. A despot. And he is only concerned with his position and his future. Which is no future at all. A country will only flourish when the people and its leaders work together as one. Meaning the laws are agreed upon by one and all that it is for the good of one and all. The laws should not only benefit the men, the women, the children, the aged, the rich, the poor, the leaders. But everyone. It may seem impossible as we talk about it like this, is it not? Already, there is negativity in that sentence. Remove the negativity. And the universe will comply. It is only impossible if you believe it is so.

Yup. I live by those words.

Why, child?

Because never would I have thought there would ever be a time when I would find out my truth. Find out who I really am. I know that there are those who still believe this is still not possible. Impossible, they say.

What is impossible?

That The New World is here. Now. It is happening now as I type this.

Like I said, child, nothing is impossible.

I know. That’s what I said!

I Dream Of A World Where We Are All Naked

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(An excerpt from my journal)

16 January 2014 Thursday 2:18 pm

…So is that an example of “Life begins at the end of your comfort zone”?

Yes. Because it takes guts to create your reality. Meaning, living your life as who you really are. (You are not lesser than any man). And that will certainly make you uncomfortable. Facing your greatest fear is the most uncomfortable thing to do in this realm. Your world has come up with so many rules and regulations, should or should not’s that when someone comes along and breaks them they are considered anarchists, blasphemers or sinners. Life is not all about rules and regulations or moral conducts. Life is about being who you really are. And who are you really?

God.

Does God obey any rules or regulations?

Not that I know of.

You don’t know because there aren’t any. God is free. So are you. You are free to do anything you want in this realm.

Anything?

Anything.

Even killing another?

If that is the agenda of your soul, then yes.

No!! There is nothing godly in killing someone!

I Am everything, remember?

What?! God kills?

Are you God?

Yes.

Do you kill?

No.

There’s your answer.

But You just said You are everything. And since there are others who kill and that we are God then that would mean God kills!

Tell Me—why does one kill?

Out of fear.

Is God fear?

No. God is love. God is joy.

How do you know what is joy if there is no fear? These two must exist in order to exist. And since I Am everything then everything that exists in your realm is God.

I’m getting a headache. Can we get back on track, please? We were talking about life and comfort zones.

Don’t change the subject. We were talking about killing.

But it has nothing to do with life and comfort zones.

Yes, it does. Your realm has so much killing going on because of rules and regulations.

Huh?

Thou shalt not kill is considered the most serious offense in your world and yet it is happening left and right. Every single day there are many who are getting killed by another because of disagreements, greed, envy or just for kicks, as you call it. Now why do you have this rule? Because this world believes in a god that punishes. Because your souls know that it is just an individuation of Me that it only seeks to do as what God would do. And since your world believes in a punishing god then the body, mind and soul comply to do just that. To punish those who have broken these same rules and regulations that you are trying to prevent. An eye for an eye, so to speak. That is not God. God can never be hurt or damaged in any way. No matter how much you curse and swear or say obscenities to God, God will never be hurt in any way. Your realm believes in a different god. A god who gets hurt, gets damaged and who punishes every hurt or damage that is done to it. Therefore, this world emulates this kind of god and if nothing is done to change this mindset then this world will end up destroying itself.

So what has that got to do with beginning life at the end of your comfort zone?

Give me an example of being in one’s comfort zone.

Well, when I’m at home, I guess.

What are you doing when you are at home?

Being with the family. Doing everyday stuff like watching TV, surfing the Internet, cooking, cleaning, etc., etc.

So when you step out of your home, how do you feel? Do you feel  comfortable?

Um…I cannot really say yes totally because when I’m outside with others I have to sort of be conscious of myself. As in, I have to be polite to others when I speak to them. Or I have to behave correctly according to what society perceives as proper conduct.

Exactly. Acting within the confines of this world’s rules and regulations is not who you really are.

You mean—I can be rude to anyone? Or walk around naked?

Why not?

What?! That’s crazy!

No, my dear one. That is who you really are.

I am not rude to anyone! Well, I try not to be anyway. And never would I walk around naked.

Have you heard of streakers?

Yeah…

A very good example of life at the end of one’s comfort zone. Ask any streaker how they feel after running around naked and they will tell you it was exhilarating, exciting, daring! In a word—joy.

And God is joy. And if we were really and truly going to act and behave like God we would walk around naked. And because of rules and regulations and proper conduct, we don’t.

Very well put. So now do you know exactly what “life at the end of your comfort zone” means?

Yes. Life is not all about rules and regulations and proper conduct. It is about living life according to the desires of your Soul. And my Soul is God. Live as God would live. God does not get hurt or damaged, thus why would God punish or kill? I am God, so I can choose to not get hurt or damaged (trying anyway). God is free. I am free. Comfort zones are within the confines of rules and regulations. It will be uncomfortable to step out of this comfort zone but in the end the result will be joy.

Exactly.

Thank you.

You’re welcome.

 

5:02pm

The guy who stared at me at the bus stop. Didn’t I just contradict myself about that? As in, I did not look for the good in him. I didn’t look at him through the eyes of my Soul. I sort of judged him right away. That his intent was to intimidate.

You did.

I did what?

You looked at him through the eyes of your Soul.

I don’t think so. If I saw him through the eyes of my soul I would have just ignored him.

What is the opposite of love?

The opposite of love is indifference.

Enough said.

No! I don’t think anyone will be convinced of that. It’s like a cop-out. For me, I mean. I’m the one writing down this conversation after all. Others will think I am just making excuses for my actions.

Yes, you are.

I’m what?

Making excuses.

What? I am not making excuses.

What is the meaning of excuse?

Excuse means “a plea offered in extenuation of a fault or for release from an obligation, promise, etc.” An example is: His excuse for being late was unacceptable.

You are pleading to be released from a fault or from an obligation.

Am I?

Yes. Why do you doubt your reaction to a situation when you know full well it came from your soul? Your soul knows exactly what to do when your divinity is being violated. Every time you heed your soul’s desire is every time you create your reality.  And upon creating your reality what do you expect?

Nothing. I expect nothing. No expectations  whatsoever.

So stop questioning the consequences of your creations of your reality. No expectations means not thinking at all of the possible consequences of your creations. DO NOT EXPECT ANYTHING. Simply create, create, create. Every moment, every second, you are creating. You will drive yourself to madness every time you question each and every reality that you create. EVERYTHING HAS PURPOSE. Each creation you create has purpose. All masters do nothing but create and leave it at that. They do not do a postmortem every time they are faced with the consequences of their creations. Whether it was the right thing to do. Or it was the wrong thing to do. There is no right or wrong. Right and wrong are your judgments of a situation within the context of what is acceptable or unacceptable according to the norm of your society. As I said before, creating your reality is sometimes the most difficult thing to do because it does not conform to your rules and regulations.