Ugliness & Beauty


22 September 2017 Friday


Ugliness is the only guardian angel a woman has.
~ Yiddish Proverb

How can ugliness be guarding a woman? That is so weird.

What is ugliness to you?

My feet. Nowadays, I find my feet really ugly. They’re looking really old. They’re wrinkled, full of veins and discoloured. And sometimes even painful.

Alright. Even though you think your feet are ugly, do they still serve their purpose?

Yes, of course.

Do they guard you against being a handicap and not able to walk?

Like I said, yes.

Then that is exactly what that proverb means. Your feet, which you find ugly, are your guardian angels, which are guarding you from not being able to walk.

I guess so. But men have feet too, you know.

Yes, they do. But do they find their feet ugly as much as women do?

No, I don’t think so. Most beauty products are targeted at women. There’s one product that you apply and keep on for a few hours, and then wait for a couple of days—the skin will start drying up and you can peel off the outer layer, revealing the layer below which looks as soft as baby’s skin. I’m thinking of ordering.

What’s stopping you?

Fear. Fear that it’s all just hype. I’m thinking, killing off the upper layer of your skin is really drastic. My feet may even have a bad reaction to it. You know, like an allergic reaction.

But you won’t know that until you try.

True. There are a lot of things I want to change in the way I look. Not just my feet. But they aren’t my priorities right now.

What are your priorities, dear one?

This. This is my priority. These words. This conversation with you and what I’m putting out there into the world.

Why is that your priority? Why is putting out these words into the world your priority?

It’s my purpose. I’m a messenger for The New World. It’s my job.

A non-paying job.

I get paid plenty! I have peace in my soul. That’s more than I can ask for.

Glad to hear it.

Anyway. So why is ugliness the only guardian angel a woman has?…Wait…I think I got it.

What have you got?

The explanation—Women’s beauty, including inner beauty which is love, can only exist when ugliness exists. Without ugliness, also known as fear, how will we see the beauty of women in this world? What I can’t explain is, why only women? Don’t men have beauty too? Don’t men have love too that must be guarded?

Of course, my dear. But with the state of the world right now, is men’s beauty showing up?

Most of the time, no. That’s why we still have wars.




14 May 2017 Sunday 7:43am

“Educate teachers.”

This was my alarm this morning.

Sorry to wake you.

God is apologizing to me. To…me. People reading this will definitely be sure I’ve gone bonkers.

Do you care?


Well then. Let’s not dwell. Let’s talk more about your morning alarm this morning.

Yes, let’s…Educate teachers…Right. Teachers are already educated. Otherwise, how will they be able to teach?

That’s not necessarily true, my dear. And you know it. How about you?

What about me?

Do you consider yourself a teacher?

No. I consider myself a trainee messenger. I learn as I go along living life. And as I go along living life, I put it out there on the Internet. Whoever stumbles upon whatever I post out there might learn a thing or two about how to live life. Mistakes included.

So you admit you make mistakes?

Like, ya! I’m human! Like everyone else. Whoever has not made a mistake has never been born. Am I right?

Yes, you’re right.

So what’s mistakes got to do with educating teachers?

Are teachers perfect?

If You’re referring to messengers as teachers, then my answer is no. In fact, in my opinion, the more mistakes messengers make the better.

Why is that?

So people can learn from our mistakes. Just ask Neale. (Sorry Neale. To me, you’re perfect in every way.) So I ask again, what’s mistakes got to do with teachers?

Messengers are teachers, my dear. As you say, the more mistakes messengers make the better. But that doesn’t mean you deliberately make mistakes to the point of suffering.

But You must admit, there are people out there who may have an idea that they are making a mistake way, way before they do the mistaken deed. I’ve experienced that plenty of times. Not so much on a serious scale. But things like being aware that I’m holding a knife in a position that I have an inkling may cause me to cut myself. Or standing on a stool I’m aware is not so steady to reach for something. That’s my number one bad habit at home. Reaching for stuff, contorting my body to a position, which I have an inkling may cause some damage.

If you have an inkling of causing damage, why do you still do it? Contort your body to a position that may cause damage?

Well, I also have an inkling that contorting my body into that position will not cause damage. Sometimes, I think I’m Superwoman.

That’s just it. Sometimes, you fancy yourself as indestructible.

No, I don’t.

I’m not talking about you.

The Best Way To Kill Someone


“If you wanna kill someone, love them to death.”

You woke me up to tweet this, God. Why?

You are a messenger, child. You do not have to know why.

I think that was a brush-off.

It is the truth. When it comes to My messages the ‘why’ is not important. Do you know why?

Two words–No expectations.

Yes. Asking God ‘why’ will mess with your mind. That is, you will be in fear and apprehension of what is to come. God does not work like that.

Now, I really have to ask–Why? Why doesn’t God work like that? Why doesn’t God tell the reason why we should heed Your advice?

For the simplest reason. I Am God. I know what is best for you. Because most of the time you do not know what is best for you. Because most of the time your decisions are based on fear. I give advice based on love. And whenever anything is based on love it will always be the best for you because YOU ARE LOVE. You are not fear. Fear exists around you and what have been taught you. Fear exists in order for you to choose love. That is what FREE WILL is for. FREE Will is My gift to you. The problem now is most of you are now choosing fear because of your mistaken beliefs. That was before The Truth was revealed. Now that The Truth has been revealed there is even more fear among some of you because it goes against the rules and regulations you have invented based on fear. In Truth, there is nothing to fear. Fear is all in the mind.

I don’t think that is really true, God. Fear being in the mind. If I was being abused, the fear is physical. Meaning I will be afraid of the person inflicting the pain on my physical body.

Why are you letting this person inflict pain on your physical body?

I know what You’re on about. Domestic violence, isn’t it? This is about domestic violence. As in, everyone has a choice of stopping the abuse by either running away or informing the authorities about the abuser. But what about those people who have been kidnapped or abducted and have become prisoners of the abusers? They have no choice but to endure the pain, the violence, the torture. And please don’t say it is the agenda of their souls. To me, that is a cop out reason for all the violence in the world.

Meaning of cop out, child.

Alright. It means “to avoid one’s responsibility, the fulfillment of a promise, etc.; renege; back out (often followed by on or of ). Sample sentence: He never copped out on a friend in need; You agreed to go, and you can’t cop out now.

Do you think God ‘cops out’ on everything that is happening now in your world? The wars? The unrest? The disease? The disasters? Do you think God does not feel the chaos, the pain, the frustrations, the violence, the torture that are being experienced by the victims of these happenings in your world. Tell Me–why did I put all of you in your world?

So You can experience You through us.

And what Am I?

You are love. You are joy. Pure love. Pure joy.

Do you think I Am experiencing those through wars, unrest, protests, violence, tor–

No! No. You’re not! I get it. I get it! You’re making me upset!

I Am sorry, dear one.

Can we stop?

If you wish. It is good to cry once in a while, child. It releases the frustration.

No, let’s continue.

Are you sure?

Yes. Where were we?

It doesn’t matter. Let’s get back to where we began.

Okay. What’s the meaning of our tweet early this morning? “If you wanna kill someone, love them to death.”

When I woke you, what else did you do?

Oh, You mean Danielle? I noticed she was still awake doing stuff on her laptop. It was already 1:20 in the morning. She’s been doing that lately. Sleeping really late. Or shall I say, early in the morning. Past midnight. And then she can’t help it but take naps in the afternoon.

Don’t you say anything about it?

I do. But I’m giving her freedom to face the consequences of having such late hours.

What are the consequences of having such late hours?

Well, if I do it, I mean keep late hours and all that, I’ll get sick easily. My immune system is not that strong. When my body goes out of whack I’ll catch the flu germ flying around easily.

Flying around?

Yeah. What I understand is–the flu virus, bacteria or whatever (clueless about the difference) are always in the environment. It is up to you to strengthen (or weaken as the case may be) your immune system against it.

So your daughter is sick?

What? No.

Hasn’t she been sick lately since she’s been keeping late hours?

Well, no. Not really. But she might.

She might.


So what’s the meaning of “If you wanna kill someone, love them to death.”?

I just gave it to you.