Do you actually think I jumped into this being-a-messenger thingy bright-eyed and bushy-tailed?
I was confused, bewildered, overwhelmed, afraid (is an understatement) and whatever is synonym-ed with the word “petrified”.
I struggled, I pleaded, I begged God not to do this to me. WHY ME?
But no regrets.
The joy of being A Messenger cannot be compared to anything else that exists in this realm.
This is just one of many conversations I had that is decent enough to post here in my blog. (The others contained words that are…um…rather PG rated. I was terrified, okay?)
5 January 2013
God! WHY? WHY ME? I’M TERRIFIED! WHY HAVE YOU DONE THIS TO ME? PLEASE, PLEASE TELL ME WHY?!
Look at Me. Really and truly look at Me. Do you not see My Power? The immensity of My Power is immeasurable. You have this same power. We are conquerors, both of us. WE ARE ONE. WE ARE OF THE SAME ESSENCE. YOUR SOUL IS ME. I AM YOU. What more do you want? Your body and mind may wither but your SOUL is forever. You cannot know now the JOY that you will experience when you have fulfilled the PURPOSE OF YOUR SOUL in this realm. You are chosen. I will unfold your life before you. Open your eyes, listen and heed my Voice. MY WILL SHALL BE DONE. Do not struggle against it, my child. Remain in My Love always. I Am ALWAYS, ALWAYS with you. I AM strong when you are weak. Partake of this strength. Give this strength to your family. Your children. Most of all bestow this strength to The True Promise and to everyone. It will be needed in the times ahead. For The True Promise will be the symbol of My Love Renewed towards mankind. It is time. IT IS TIME FOR EVERYONE TO REMEMBER WHO I REALLY AM. I AM GOD. I AM UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. I AM JOY. I AM FOREVER.
So if YOU get THE CALL, go for it. I assure you, you’ll have the time of your life.
But remember–How will you know what’s up if you don’t know what’s down? How will you know hot if you don’t know what’s cold? How will you know joy if you don’t know sadness? How will you…I think you already know what I mean.